She often watched porn to analyze the performers and learn new techniques, although she never gained arousal from doing so. With her in mind, Maddy learned how to convince Nate to buy her expensive items by making him feel confident and powerful, partially via sex. After watching the 1995 film Casino, Maddy began to idolize Sharon Stone's portrayal of Ginger McKenna, a rich showgirl who used her looks and wits to manipulate men into supporting her wealth. While studying the rich women whom her mother worked for as an esthetician, Maddy decided that she wanted to become one of them in order to avoid being trapped in a strained, loveless relationship like her mother and father's.Īt some point, Maddy entered a relationship with Nate Jacobs. Despite initial protests (which involved refusing to eat for a week), Maddy began to realize that she enjoyed 'not doing anything' and embraced her lack of desire for a career. However, after her mother saw a news report about a pageant coach being arrested as a child molester, she was prohibited from entering any more pageants. And she had that fucking confidence.įrom a young age, Maddy frequently competed in beauty pageants to great success due to her high levels of self-confidence. She just knew that she had something special.
For as long as Maddy could remember, everybody loved her. Maddy knew who she was from a very early age.
